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    What's the Harm: When Reality and Wishful Thinking Clash
    By Kim Wombles | January 8th 2013 07:21 PM | 3 comments | Print | E-mail | Track Comments
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    I'm digging around for posts people have written on what to say/what not to say to autistic people and their family members for an episode Kathleen and I are working on for The Blogger Ladies (on The Autism Channel available on Roku) and I ran across a question by the mother of two autistic children who finds parenting them challenging and often disappointing  She remarks in her question, "I once heard somewhere that the Kaballah considers children who are autistic to be on a higher spiritual level, almost like angels."


    I can understand the need to find something to take comfort in. There are definitely times that caregiving for the severely disabled and the seriously ill can be challenging. I've watched hospice families work around the clock to care for their dying loved one and seen this care go on for month after month with little to no breaks. This is, indeed, a challenge, but one that is often handled with grace and dignity. Not always, true, but often enough to give one hope for humanity.


    I've got my fractured days and shattered nights from parenting three wonderful but challenging children, children who have, thankfully, outgrown the need for around-the-clock care. So, I get being tired. I get being sad. I get being frustrated. I think any parent does. I've been told children without challenges are still challenging, after all.


    Parenting is not a cakewalk. It's not supposed to be easy or effortless. It's hard work. It's often shooting-from-the-hip work, and we all make mistakes. We all have regrets.


    But here's the reality. Our disabled, challenged, neurologically different, or medically fragile children are just that: CHILDREN. They don't need to be heaven-sent. They don't need to be on a "higher plane." They just need to be children. They need to be loved and appreciated. They aren't here to carry out some special task. They are here to be, to live, to love, to give, to lose, to grow. 


    The rabbi, of course, offers the mother a different take:

     

    "You ask if your children can be compared to angels, but in fact they hold a position much higher. The rest of us serve as the foot soldiers in G-d's army, which itself is position greater than angels. But your children are of the elite troops, completing a special task in this world. Their challenges are certainly no fault of their own, and neither of yours. On the contrary, you have been given the great merit of bringing these two elite souls into the world, nurturing them and caring for them as they complete their lofty mission. It is by no means an easy job, but G-d only entrusts these souls into the hands He deems most appropriate."


    So what's the harm in a little wishful thinking and self-fulfilling prophecy? I mean, really? Well, because when we see other human beings as other-worldly, as other-than-human, our responsibility to them shifts. It is our common humanity that links us together. We are all human, all challenged in some way, gifted in others. We all struggle. We share that common struggle, and we are none of us here to hold a "position much higher."


    There's nothing wrong with keeping our feet firmly on the ground and in shifting our perspective away from one of disappointment and bitterness to acceptance and gratitude. When we make our expectations match our reality, things become a whole lot easier for everyone involved.

    Comments

    SynapticNulship
    That's a great essay. It's especially frightening to thing of psychological methods that work which are ignored by parents living in a fantasy that encourages doing nothing and, as you say, disconnecting the common humanity.
    kwombles
    Thank you, Samuel.
    “Nothing in the world is more dangerous than a sincere ignorance and conscientious stupidity.” --MLK, Jr.
    rholley
    I am a believer, but if the rabbi is in any way suggesting that autistic children are “para-human” or whatever, that is an abomination.

    At a very basic level, it may offer some comfort, but reading what he says more thoroughly, it leaves my head reeling, and I say “no further!”  Fortunately, I think hardly any of his readers will go deep into that.

    Perhaps on another topic, I can post some more pictures.


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